I don't know I'll survive how long... but I'll try....

life's as if there's no hope already...

my mood soo bad these days I don't know why... I regret I did so much for her...

I regretted going there... like an idiot... words can't cure... its sincerity... and first impression...

I'm invisible to everyone... like I'm just a stone in everyone's eyes... no one cares... 

Or I exist as a fugly guy in those people's eyes... 

Pathetic... 

I'm struggling to overcome this... but I can't... I need help from a friend but no one's willingly put out their hands and help... 

single life goes on...

lol i find it hard to take it but yea...I have to :(

Phone's growing spider webs once again...i didn't touched any sms for like few days liao lol...

online i also dun have the mood to online T.T

maybe i've found her but lol its impossible... too perfect 

oftenly get depressed :( see everyday at the LRT thr...haihz...I so hate my life...

everyday in school have to get jealous...getting ignored...getting looked sidely...getting treated coldly...

anyone gimme motivation for my study in final term T.T

tuition. Ciao.[s] time to kap lui[/s]

there she goes... and there comes another cold day...

I just don't know what to say but I cannot force people right...? Its their choice...

yea yea yea...

You win this time I'm fugly, XXXX 

Mdm Sarah Epic:-

I was sitting in the physics lab melepak from ICT class then ...

Mdm Sarah: what you doing here? O.o

Meng : Melepak'ing

Mdm Sarah: hmm...(when valerie and gang walked in)why not i introduce my class girls to you?

Meng: aaaa... its okay I know Serena can liao

Mdm Sarah: WAH! you wan zui her ar?!? *stands up* You got study everynight?rich anot(LOL) ? Add Maths good anot?

Ms Leong: NO, He's the WORST NONONONO MUST GET 100 marks to pass Mdm Sarah stage

lol and i find Mdm Sarah I can crap alot when talk to her LOL just soo funny and like doesn't sounded like soo strict like that...

2~3 more weeks to Exams babes and dudes... aaa i dun have mood to study at all :(

BeeBee,

JiaYou revision for your upcoming PMR ^^ mai slack now o xD

Kritz,

you ar...too smart liao lol jiayou playing!

Farah,

Papa wish you gd luck in the upcoming PMR :]

Other friends,

Happy revision during Raya holidays xD

Dommoooooooooo~ watashiwa Meng des! :D

Its gonna be an EMO week for the week. 

currently emotionally unstable. 

Shit what I'm crapping now xD

philisophy of my life now :- Screw It And No More EMO! 

well, I swear I'll study and try to [s]get all A's[/s] pass. 

Things to do before my long holidays( It's gonna be a long list :] ) :-

• Wash bag
• Buy new bag
• Shop for new year shirt
• [s]Study physics[/s]
• Get a new phone, i seriously need 1 now =.=
• Finish up all the Edward Bella thingy
• Get landed in some online games hopefully...
• Watch Bleach 154~ current.
• Watch FMA all
• Download Yakitate Japan
• Sell my 100 bux maple credit -.-
• Major repair on add maths
• Learn to dance x]
• Learn Japan
• Learn korean
• Play with my sister
• Save money for 2 months
• Pack stuff for my coming 2 weeks work at Triang, Termeloh, Pahang.
• [s]Get a Girlfriend[/s] screw this.
• Go to bu3 tengok tuu Serena
• Get 1 lolipop from Mdm Sarah.
• Pwn in FOC

What i wanna do DURING holidays ( simple list ) -

• Sleep
• Watch Yakitate Japan
• Be Lifeless
• [s]Study[/s]
• Do charity work
• Go camps
• Go OBS

So much stuff to do and I'm planning it before exams LOL 

shit i still have 8 pgs of grammar,the whole est workbook and EST ex book to complete by tmr.

Ciao