I don't know I'll survive how long... but I'll try....

life's as if there's no hope already...

my mood soo bad these days I don't know why... I regret I did so much for her...

I regretted going there... like an idiot... words can't cure... its sincerity... and first impression...

I'm invisible to everyone... like I'm just a stone in everyone's eyes... no one cares... 

Or I exist as a fugly guy in those people's eyes... 

Pathetic... 

I'm struggling to overcome this... but I can't... I need help from a friend but no one's willingly put out their hands and help...